Porite,
Severance to the avenues
in lustrous divorce I went feeling
the blind minimal to get by, repeating
every movement intends,
so why not hold the sun
sovereign of fire and the frost's permutations?
And thinking I'd figured at last things out
in the cloud and smeared recoil
I caught the vendors of incense,
metalwork, wood and the beggars on gold
and revised into sheets of fire my compositions,
though wondered later if the same
couldn't be done with love--
fleece which doesn't easy go cold
but engulfs in the remembering like when I spent
an afternoon with my along
the shoreline sweet-- wove
hopes of our coming together now coarse
as the veils of original seperation recoverde
and what could I say to her then?
-Sanguineous
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
porite to sanguineous
Sanguineous,
Rend in the ventricles when in
the violence of love i've learned sometimes
a woman just needs in simple comforts,
honied generosities behind
the ear to tell and remember
the simpler sweets such as when the heart's
garden was undivided from the earth,
and desire was a wonderful potential.
And spread in the material still good
I'll tell her that the golden world was never
against our blood and that physical disruption
is only here natural to bloom,
so as to remember of course
no pomegran richness without a broken first.
-Porite
Rend in the ventricles when in
the violence of love i've learned sometimes
a woman just needs in simple comforts,
honied generosities behind
the ear to tell and remember
the simpler sweets such as when the heart's
garden was undivided from the earth,
and desire was a wonderful potential.
And spread in the material still good
I'll tell her that the golden world was never
against our blood and that physical disruption
is only here natural to bloom,
so as to remember of course
no pomegran richness without a broken first.
-Porite
sanguineous to porite
Porite,
Sweeter returns aside, in the sea-waved
sigh rends only resurgence
and the marine wind's violence
remembered as we, meaning of course
my sweetheart and I, found for each other
the sea-smoothened pieces of sea glass
and the slowly in sand embossed
sea shells, each thread a ribbed along the back
definition to ocean faraway lonesomeness--
which is to say that the shells
and the glass transmit to hand
the scribbled and schismatic of white sound
which, although we couldn't exactly tell
what we felt at every part,
the sun layered in topaz
of sky and ocean seemed easy and worn
as we found with each other, without
much talk, the sea-smoothened.
-Sanguineous
Sweeter returns aside, in the sea-waved
sigh rends only resurgence
and the marine wind's violence
remembered as we, meaning of course
my sweetheart and I, found for each other
the sea-smoothened pieces of sea glass
and the slowly in sand embossed
sea shells, each thread a ribbed along the back
definition to ocean faraway lonesomeness--
which is to say that the shells
and the glass transmit to hand
the scribbled and schismatic of white sound
which, although we couldn't exactly tell
what we felt at every part,
the sun layered in topaz
of sky and ocean seemed easy and worn
as we found with each other, without
much talk, the sea-smoothened.
-Sanguineous
dirty black to sanguineous
Sang,
what when not even sure in the seen?
what name? flower? feature?
which face? and followed love
through the inner thigh and where halogen
pools on corners and canals of the open
rose? and this body not
belonging to mere vision?
veils of worry and more mostly of fear.
-dirty black
what when not even sure in the seen?
what name? flower? feature?
which face? and followed love
through the inner thigh and where halogen
pools on corners and canals of the open
rose? and this body not
belonging to mere vision?
veils of worry and more mostly of fear.
-dirty black
kekn to dirty black
Dirty Black,
Sing timeless though time
smolder throats, grain and the gray
almond to clay and stone and you'll see
I gave at least tongue against
an inert slaughter, columns
for convulsive and encroaching in demon
limbs which limbs would flame in the fire
of fights at bars in the knife
to the night's hour, boredom
and second rate whores in the heart of your songs---
your weeping is a dead bird in September;
your boredom its last branch.
-Kekn
Sing timeless though time
smolder throats, grain and the gray
almond to clay and stone and you'll see
I gave at least tongue against
an inert slaughter, columns
for convulsive and encroaching in demon
limbs which limbs would flame in the fire
of fights at bars in the knife
to the night's hour, boredom
and second rate whores in the heart of your songs---
your weeping is a dead bird in September;
your boredom its last branch.
-Kekn
porite to kekn
Kekn,
Before even this morning the sun
had stung my eye and on my skin
a silent mosquito with no compulsion
and I'd wondered how long
the alone could last in shadows,
while we sleep or go crouching like goats--
the sun I mean-- without our blood's portion,
how long? The fresh wound wondered
but this morning there was a wolf
out front, waiting on the whitening lawn.
-Porite
Before even this morning the sun
had stung my eye and on my skin
a silent mosquito with no compulsion
and I'd wondered how long
the alone could last in shadows,
while we sleep or go crouching like goats--
the sun I mean-- without our blood's portion,
how long? The fresh wound wondered
but this morning there was a wolf
out front, waiting on the whitening lawn.
-Porite
praxhe to porite
Porite,
Wharf this evening I watched the sun
serpent blonde on the sea
and the boat-sloughing shadows
together or against each other and the way
two guys went with a girl, which recurred
every time we tried too
to feed love's lymphatics
the spray of the sea; ocean violence
in our silent hearts and contesting and young
we met competing for a girl
until we saw in each other
the same envious narcissisms and saw
eventually we'd do better as friends,
winding in and through failure
because nobody really cares
when with a friend-- those days sprawl
to a summer whenever and moreso as suns
burden early on the wharf.
-Praxhe
Wharf this evening I watched the sun
serpent blonde on the sea
and the boat-sloughing shadows
together or against each other and the way
two guys went with a girl, which recurred
every time we tried too
to feed love's lymphatics
the spray of the sea; ocean violence
in our silent hearts and contesting and young
we met competing for a girl
until we saw in each other
the same envious narcissisms and saw
eventually we'd do better as friends,
winding in and through failure
because nobody really cares
when with a friend-- those days sprawl
to a summer whenever and moreso as suns
burden early on the wharf.
-Praxhe
porite to praxhe
Praxhe,
Scarce worth comprehension
the two friends in the gentle of tongue rain
sound by all appearance the same,
having changed at most
in clothes or direction they'll show
in the gleam of each other's coruscation,
which seems by all appearance to suggest
that as different as grains grow
or as distant as friends get,
the processes of harvest remain essentially unchanged.
-Porite
Scarce worth comprehension
the two friends in the gentle of tongue rain
sound by all appearance the same,
having changed at most
in clothes or direction they'll show
in the gleam of each other's coruscation,
which seems by all appearance to suggest
that as different as grains grow
or as distant as friends get,
the processes of harvest remain essentially unchanged.
-Porite
kekn to dirty black
dirty black,
where and in what alluvial
waste your drowsy wash and canal
of pleasure in the strands of morning?
how far drunk? how long?
how many unsteady hymns
before the stretched beds of blackened sand?
kekn
where and in what alluvial
waste your drowsy wash and canal
of pleasure in the strands of morning?
how far drunk? how long?
how many unsteady hymns
before the stretched beds of blackened sand?
kekn
dirty black to kekn
Kekn,
Disrupt cours before dawn schnapps
soon after seven-- broke
with a county appointment
at noon means I couldnt keep a job
if i wanted or had to and out the laughter
in the thought of wethervanes
out of work and wellfare
supporting a versified smirk i'll wear
the same torn but my favorite-- a dirty
blac god in the early drunk.
-Dirty Black
Disrupt cours before dawn schnapps
soon after seven-- broke
with a county appointment
at noon means I couldnt keep a job
if i wanted or had to and out the laughter
in the thought of wethervanes
out of work and wellfare
supporting a versified smirk i'll wear
the same torn but my favorite-- a dirty
blac god in the early drunk.
-Dirty Black
praxhe to dirty black
Dirty Black,
Street uncaring I go after
the good days but usually too far and I can't
remember most of yesterday
wherefrom honied particulars
rise out a tone unclear,
and I've had my chance with the good and the strong
but the bee never learns that ultimately
he's alone, sprawling
under the valley and wind
the bee doesn't learn nor need to learn,
natural through the shadows and the shining sun--
I'm only ever in over
excitement and when the opportunity
comes I couldn't to save
a single good soul say no,
and I've had my chance with the good and the strong
and the street of flowers flooding but again:
I almost always go too far.
-Praxhe
Street uncaring I go after
the good days but usually too far and I can't
remember most of yesterday
wherefrom honied particulars
rise out a tone unclear,
and I've had my chance with the good and the strong
but the bee never learns that ultimately
he's alone, sprawling
under the valley and wind
the bee doesn't learn nor need to learn,
natural through the shadows and the shining sun--
I'm only ever in over
excitement and when the opportunity
comes I couldn't to save
a single good soul say no,
and I've had my chance with the good and the strong
and the street of flowers flooding but again:
I almost always go too far.
-Praxhe
dirty black to praxhe
Praxhe,
Fled full flowrs in evening
resolved by morning,
morning brings flowers
and the good golden days of gods
constant return in arrival,
kept home on any coruscation
which when out and without home
keeps bloom in keping motion.
-dirty Black
Fled full flowrs in evening
resolved by morning,
morning brings flowers
and the good golden days of gods
constant return in arrival,
kept home on any coruscation
which when out and without home
keeps bloom in keping motion.
-dirty Black
starchild to praxhe
praxhe,
Swan on the wing, black
swan and the same loneliness of creating
something mature in natural quality,
to not fear error or fake
knowing what I don't know
mostly gets me down and worrying
in stars for constellations I've shown
myself the constellations
are mostly always the same--
the sound of the names mostly changing
and I could fly in the names I've known
but never, as consternation
when reading the swan sky,
black on the wing, should never not matter.
starchild
Swan on the wing, black
swan and the same loneliness of creating
something mature in natural quality,
to not fear error or fake
knowing what I don't know
mostly gets me down and worrying
in stars for constellations I've shown
myself the constellations
are mostly always the same--
the sound of the names mostly changing
and I could fly in the names I've known
but never, as consternation
when reading the swan sky,
black on the wing, should never not matter.
starchild
alsaba to starchild
star
Remains of instantaneous
birds, reception and their perch
from through the imagination when in flights
and white rains as far
as the faraway could imagine--
mountains and the nestling young in the without
name storms, which in the shower
I picture as immediate, outside
and overwhelming, too much
for even the cedar-- breaking in the persuasion
and the being born of everything from
smoke through creation in flame--
and we of course both there
at the start of all nakedness, break of rain
and the soaring swan, reception and his perch
of which we've dim remains--
and why you'd expect more
I couldn't possibly know-- or even care.
alsaba
Remains of instantaneous
birds, reception and their perch
from through the imagination when in flights
and white rains as far
as the faraway could imagine--
mountains and the nestling young in the without
name storms, which in the shower
I picture as immediate, outside
and overwhelming, too much
for even the cedar-- breaking in the persuasion
and the being born of everything from
smoke through creation in flame--
and we of course both there
at the start of all nakedness, break of rain
and the soaring swan, reception and his perch
of which we've dim remains--
and why you'd expect more
I couldn't possibly know-- or even care.
alsaba
llovm to praxhe
Praxhe,
If nothing else insecurity
should hardly indulge unrecognized
in character-- which is to say i'm only
responding now so maybe
you'll see people can separate
physically and not necessarily in the heart,
which shouldn't couch itself anyways
so easy in the desperate, and prefers
you when even from faraway
can sense the navigational holds of unhurt
courage, confidence and the svelte to heart
curiosity in the tomorrowing day
and of course I miss you, Praxhe,
but don't know when if ever again i'll be around.
-Llovm
If nothing else insecurity
should hardly indulge unrecognized
in character-- which is to say i'm only
responding now so maybe
you'll see people can separate
physically and not necessarily in the heart,
which shouldn't couch itself anyways
so easy in the desperate, and prefers
you when even from faraway
can sense the navigational holds of unhurt
courage, confidence and the svelte to heart
curiosity in the tomorrowing day
and of course I miss you, Praxhe,
but don't know when if ever again i'll be around.
-Llovm
praxhe to llovm
Llovm,
Quiet could take to our state
intent to distribute prebend distrust
in near distance, while the summer suns
turn against us and vacant
cadence finds that the holy
of love wounds don't need of return
and should never have known compromise or cover,
and it could deliver the news
to the world but it wouldn't matter
because you and I'd be no closer.
praxhe
Quiet could take to our state
intent to distribute prebend distrust
in near distance, while the summer suns
turn against us and vacant
cadence finds that the holy
of love wounds don't need of return
and should never have known compromise or cover,
and it could deliver the news
to the world but it wouldn't matter
because you and I'd be no closer.
praxhe
kekn to porite
Porite,
Remember the devil was formed
in timbrel and flute after
which confusion the prince
of clamor on earth led out the celestial
choir and held the crystal note
when once, before heaven's
lavender stretch covered
the sunless beds and the broken spread
of music marked their silent distance,
the devil also sang.
-Kekn
Remember the devil was formed
in timbrel and flute after
which confusion the prince
of clamor on earth led out the celestial
choir and held the crystal note
when once, before heaven's
lavender stretch covered
the sunless beds and the broken spread
of music marked their silent distance,
the devil also sang.
-Kekn
porite to kekn
Kekn,
Spread in the mahogany
a woman naked is heaven curled
in vision and varnished folds of light,
and homosexual need
or not in the naked is only
ever feminine breath-- and slender.
-porite
Spread in the mahogany
a woman naked is heaven curled
in vision and varnished folds of light,
and homosexual need
or not in the naked is only
ever feminine breath-- and slender.
-porite
llovm to porite
porite
what idiocy in the joy
of squandering youth-- summer wash
on the overturned pigeon, thousandth
hour and the swayward
flocks and i feel disconnected
from everything-- no love and unsure
about decisions-- i want somebody
but not in or through a decision.
llovm
what idiocy in the joy
of squandering youth-- summer wash
on the overturned pigeon, thousandth
hour and the swayward
flocks and i feel disconnected
from everything-- no love and unsure
about decisions-- i want somebody
but not in or through a decision.
llovm
praxhe to llovm
Llovm,
To my being born day another
year means it's been an entire year
since we've been together and around together
and what to say i don't know
after so long or whether
we could even return to the way things
easily were without care and last year
there was cake and beer
and the understanding
in each other that despite whatever
was to come soon enough we'd again
be together and around.
-Praxhe
To my being born day another
year means it's been an entire year
since we've been together and around together
and what to say i don't know
after so long or whether
we could even return to the way things
easily were without care and last year
there was cake and beer
and the understanding
in each other that despite whatever
was to come soon enough we'd again
be together and around.
-Praxhe
starchild to alsaba
Alsaba,
Vein in the star lunged
veins and through the larynx nebulae
of light and generation shifting and why
should I worry mistakes
or the knowing I couldn't
understand in how capillary systems
function? Knots in the galaxies' furthest
suns I've seen these suns--
white-eyed in their blind light
though it never matters to travel so far
I've seen heaven in an arm, high time
in the swan's aorta, stars
when there were no stars, carcass
of light and breathing-- and brilliance--
which always the same could fly for all time
when even with no half flying--
and I've flown continuously
in chains across heaven unnamed in stars.
starchile
Vein in the star lunged
veins and through the larynx nebulae
of light and generation shifting and why
should I worry mistakes
or the knowing I couldn't
understand in how capillary systems
function? Knots in the galaxies' furthest
suns I've seen these suns--
white-eyed in their blind light
though it never matters to travel so far
I've seen heaven in an arm, high time
in the swan's aorta, stars
when there were no stars, carcass
of light and breathing-- and brilliance--
which always the same could fly for all time
when even with no half flying--
and I've flown continuously
in chains across heaven unnamed in stars.
starchile
alsaba to starchild
starchild,
Perfumed of fable ruins
when in vision's eyes everything is history
and you, leaf to your hand, could travel
the scented destinations
in the crevice of a swan's heart
but only if not to return-- as once there
there forever and it can't be faked or ignored
when faraway sights blur
though you see worms in the sun
of stain corpse and the nestling of birds--
and being born in the continuities
of stars you see clouds
from constellations, milky
of beginning mornings with the nestling of birds
and you begin again always in dreams,
crevice of a swan's heart
or its intestines serpentine from light
and love like yours is love in one's shadow--
break of light on the branch or the split
of sky stomach, when from inside
out the chamber of bird
flocks here together and there, taking you
through your lonely imaginings and walks
in parks by the dormancy of benches
as families casually part
and you, child in the leaf-blown chamber,
you'll lay in your staring all day wondering
how it all fell communion.
alsaba
Perfumed of fable ruins
when in vision's eyes everything is history
and you, leaf to your hand, could travel
the scented destinations
in the crevice of a swan's heart
but only if not to return-- as once there
there forever and it can't be faked or ignored
when faraway sights blur
though you see worms in the sun
of stain corpse and the nestling of birds--
and being born in the continuities
of stars you see clouds
from constellations, milky
of beginning mornings with the nestling of birds
and you begin again always in dreams,
crevice of a swan's heart
or its intestines serpentine from light
and love like yours is love in one's shadow--
break of light on the branch or the split
of sky stomach, when from inside
out the chamber of bird
flocks here together and there, taking you
through your lonely imaginings and walks
in parks by the dormancy of benches
as families casually part
and you, child in the leaf-blown chamber,
you'll lay in your staring all day wondering
how it all fell communion.
alsaba
starchild to alsaba
alsaba,
Imagining impossible unless
when by you and again-- white in orchard
of stomach, disappearance and gone echelons
of the peach air pitted sweet
in the throat i've waited years
and on the hilled hours of hoping song,
and sweetened the stretches of star and nerve,
and still and again to nothing.
STARCHILD
Imagining impossible unless
when by you and again-- white in orchard
of stomach, disappearance and gone echelons
of the peach air pitted sweet
in the throat i've waited years
and on the hilled hours of hoping song,
and sweetened the stretches of star and nerve,
and still and again to nothing.
STARCHILD
praxhe to starchild
starchild,
impatience from inside out
and to have tried in every situation to be
everything-- amber glare on the wall,
square evening a few minutes
and no more as from inside
the bronzing heart we've waiting centuries,
sensitive and slave-ear'd though never
overly the desperate-- flute
to the men of the blistered drum
we've known miscommunication, salt-wind
and the letter sent and never returned--
we've written ourselves to shadows,
walks in the park, the birds,
and the crusts of bread on a cluttered desk.
-praxhe
ps. go in however you know
is best, words from the wing and more
from the insecure-- nervous habits
unto heaven as i've nothing else.
impatience from inside out
and to have tried in every situation to be
everything-- amber glare on the wall,
square evening a few minutes
and no more as from inside
the bronzing heart we've waiting centuries,
sensitive and slave-ear'd though never
overly the desperate-- flute
to the men of the blistered drum
we've known miscommunication, salt-wind
and the letter sent and never returned--
we've written ourselves to shadows,
walks in the park, the birds,
and the crusts of bread on a cluttered desk.
-praxhe
ps. go in however you know
is best, words from the wing and more
from the insecure-- nervous habits
unto heaven as i've nothing else.
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